To keep your sanity, or to get
it back, keep yourself busy in order to keep your thoughts from beating
yourself up. Don't sit around waiting for the telephone to ring. Keep
a schedual. Make certain times for work, other time for activity and
time for family or relaxation. Don't ever allow yourself to think that
your entire existance is being a prostitute.
Pamper yourself. Do your hair,
your nails, all the girly things. Don't sit around thinking or regretting.
If you dislike your work as a service provider that much, it is time
to get out. When you begin to dislike your work or when your work gets
the best of you, it reflects in your service.